The Vulnerability in a Gift

V~ As the holidays neared, every gift I considered felt superficial and disconnected.  It wasn't until I settled on simplicity and intention that the energy finally flowed.  

I've never gifted any of my work except to my Pearls Sisters, yet despite my discomfort, I put my faith and trust in the energy.  Again...you inspire me to choose another uncharted path.

Each piece of me gave a bit of themselves to the process.

A masochist's struggle to create and be vulnerable.
Alfred's quest for knowledge.
A property's humble offering.
A little girl's belief and hope in The Universe's magic.
A Lioness' fierce instinct to protect who she loves.
Kat honoring her unspoken truth.

The other one's optional contribution requires your consent and collaboration. ")

Made by my own hands under a full Cancer moon with intention poured into each individual bead.  May this gift bless you with the protection and energy your mind, body, heart, and soul seek most. ~kiss~

Love,
Kat

Obsidian | shields against negative energies, aids in detoxification, reduces arthritis pain and joint problems.

Amethyst | dark purple | boosts immune system, encourages sleep and rest, clears the mind, reduces cortisol to decrease stress and tension, reduces migraines, balances emotions

Charoite | bright purple | symbolizes unconditional love, aides in letting go of negative energy, balances body, mind, and spirit, and aids holistic healing

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